I broke down tonight. After a movie, at a friend’s house with twelve other people. I didn’t see it coming but I felt it happening. The dining room was cramped, and hot. We were all gathered around the table playing a card game meant for fewer people. I lost. Someone pointed out my loss and… Read More Alone

I Wait

He’s been gone 105 days now, we’ve just over 20 left. And so I wait. Anxiously every day, just a little closer to our reunion. The nights feel especially long lately. They drag on and on, dark and lonely. My days, just an in between, something to count. Our infrequent phone calls have changed a bit, instead of… Read More I Wait